She messaged me (I didnt block her I only block porn accounts (no she's not on iFunny thats just a joke)) saying that she missed me and while I still feel a part of me that misses her too, I think it's for the best that didnt let it get to me and can still move on.
It still hurts, dont get me wrong like fuck miss having a girlfriend but I think thats the thing. I dont trust her enough anymore to continue a relationship with her but I do want a relationship.
Oh well, Ill find someone for me eventually
Hopefully she'll be based but who are we kidding, there is no such thing as a based woman