"It's been on my mind for the longest time actually, getting out of my shell i mean. It hasn't been easy, but it's all progress nonetheless." I looked down at my cupped hands on the table, leaning over it and holding myself up on my elbows. Ignoring the crowd growing louder due to whatever game they're drinking to, it's easier to ignore them than it is my thoughts. Am i still tense? Did i make it sound like I'm desperate? Am i stupid for thinking this deep into something that's barely started? I took a deep breath and laughed a bit at myself, shaking my head, trying to shrug off the anxieties and calm my racing heart.
look over at you, giving you a soft smile, along with giving a shrug and continue to say before grabbing the bottle of beer, "What about you? Im pretty sure you find it easy to talk to people or hang out with them? Or maybe it's just that im a special case?"