Okay. Rant time so if you dont care...
SCROLL THE FUCK AWAY
Anyway... I know i shouldnt be thinking this
way, but i am very upset with myself. Not for
any real decent reason, i just am.
Ive always found it very difficult to love me
for me. I have always hated most everything
about myself. The only nice thing about me
is my personallity. But i still ﬁnd ways to pick
on myself about that too...
Ive never liked men in any way, and i
recently came out to my parents. My dad
disagreed a lot and thought it was a choice.
Thankfully i changed his mind and through
lots of tears and anger, ive learned to
accept my lesbianism.
But my dad, whom is married to my mom,
treats her like complete and utter shit. Im
very VERY sick of it. lm the only person he
treats decently. My dad calls my brother
stupid and worthless.
My dad calls my mom useless.
I cant stand it anymore. I want to tell my mom
hes not worth her time but she loves him (i
dont even know how thats possible but...) i
dont want to take him away from her because
she loves him.
But also my brother is a complete dick.