i miss you so much michael...
im so alone everday even though i talk to
one person almost everyday...he isnt
helping that much anymore. ive cried
enough. i dont blame you for what you did,
i had a dream again last night..that we got
married, had a beautiful baby boy and i
kept smiling. we cuddled for the first time.
i never knew how much i loved u until i
missed u like this. when u come back, im
gonna try so hard to talk to you. then there
will be no more tears..