I'm not usually this kind of account, but if
you ever consider suicide you should listen
to Nicky's 911 call after ﬁnding her brother
dead after he shot himself. She cries a lot,
screams, and then gets pissed at her
brother asking him "why'd you do it!?!?!?!?".
Then the dad walks in and is speechless.
He pretty much just says "oh, jesus christ.
JESUS CHRIST“ over and over again. It's a
sad thing to listen to. So go listen to it, and
then if you ever feel like doing it, just think
about that or go listen to it again.